In the middle of January I remembered I was raped in June of 1997.
In the middle of February I lost my father in law. He passed away on 2-20-2009 at 5:45pm.
In the middle of February I remembered I was raped by more than 1 man. There were 2 and it was brutal and all done at knife point.
I need to go to the hospital because I'm not safe. I have tons of insulin here. I could overdose. I could slit my wrists. I could step in front of a moving car or bus.
I'm. not. safe.
But I can't go to the hospital. I have too much I need to do. Too many people depend on me. I'm coming apart at the seams. I can feel it.
I think I'm gonna go have a drink.
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Go get help from your doctor right away. Say to him/her, I feel suicidal, or agitated, or crazy, whatever is easy for you to say and trust that that dr. will either refer you then and there to a psyciatrist or a dr. that can diagnose and prescribe medicine to you. You owe it to yourself and your family/friends to take care of yourself. If your husband can help you contact a dr. that would be wonderful, too.
I can not even imagine how you must feel but i am sure about one thing. You have to talk to someone close to you about it and to a therapist. Do n't let it swallow you. You can get out of this.
Bb**
greekwitch***
long time, no news
hope ur doing ok
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